I got to visit Edward today. I was soo happy to see him. We tried our best not to cry. We are being optimistic that we can get him out either Monday or Tuesday. 

It really sucks not having my husband around. He always keeps me company. He is mostly always with me, and if he's not, he's texting me or calling me. We are so attached to each other.

I'm very lucky that my mom has been helping me out so much. Not only is she helping me with Edward's case by providing a lawyer and paying the cash bond, but she has helped with the kids a lot too. Being here at my mom's helps a lot because I don't feel so lonely like I would have back at our apartment.

I haven't been to our apartment since Friday afternoon, so I'm hoping it's still okay and there hasn't been any problems. 

Edward got arrested for the child support he is behind on. It happened at around midnight when he was helping a customer. 

I am absolutely distraught to say the least. Waking up at 3am to find my husband isn't in bed because he's in jail is just about the worst feeling I have ever felt. I could not go back to sleep.

if I didn't have my kids, I would be a mess.  I'm trying to keep it together for them.

Happy Mother's Day to all the moms and soon-to-be moms out there :)

Well Edward got me a nice bouquet of roses for mother's day.. He got his mom a smaller one and of course, instead of being appreciative that we got her something, she gets all sarcastic and says, "I thought the bigger one was for me." Like seriously, can this lady ever say anything positive or nice? She's always mean or underwhelmed about everything. She thinks our apartment is too small. She thinks we are messy. She doesn't like what we get her. She always complains... "It's too cold in here" "The kids have too many toys" "The kids behave until you guys get here" "The kids outside are so loud" "The a/c techs keep walking in and out" "The cable guys are dumb and can't fix anything"  That's sooo annoying.  For Adan's birthday we got him a little toddler slide and I told Edward, "I don't even want to know what your mom said when she saw the slide because I know it's gonna be negative." And he said, "Yup she did." I've never met someone so negative like that. 

Anyway I did visit my mom and my grandma yesterday and I'm very glad I did. I hadn't seen my grandma in a while and I'm glad she got to see the kids too, even though Christy was asleep the whole time we were there lol.. 

On another note, still no period!! I will be taking another test today..... :0 I shall keep you all posted!!!

Yea here goes another one of my rants about God. It's just frustrating that every time things seem to be getting better for us, something ALWAYS has to happen. Like, I just want a break, that's all. If God exists, why does he let bad things constantly happen? I know I'm not perfect, but I like to think that I'm a good person. My faith is deteriorating because I feel like He is not here for me when I need Him.

I don't think He likes us.